Tuesday, March 12, 2013



into a world you created 

into your Waking Dream 

I step forth into this new Era, with the intention to release all that does not serve me in the ascension of all beings into Light and Love.

Leaving behind what we know so well can often be a frightening task. Releasing the old through the ancient and true process of metamorphosis, we may sometimes feel attached to what once was; who we thought we were. Though intimidating, it is a necessary step in evolution.

Months have seemed to creep past me as I have opened up to a new self. At first, feeling heartbroken and at a loss for leaving my community, friends and family for adventure, I've come to embrace it in a new light. Realizing that this was an opportunity for me to own up to what was important in my life, I have begun to deepen my connections and relationships with the people I love most, despite not being physically present.

Presence has often been thought of as being in the immediate vicinity on a physical plane. My internal reflections and contemplations have brought me to notice that often people with a "strong presence" maintain that "energy" regardless of wether its over the phone, online, or on film, etc.. It feels as though it really does come down to an energetic level. Maintaining presence is an energetic commitment not a physical one. Wether it is a call, email or thought, I've stumbled upon this relieving insight that I am there with those I love where ever I end up.

Cortes > Vancouver > Bali 

As it always does, the Universe provides me with strong signs and omens where ever I wander. 

I am on the right path. 

As the days inched closer to my departure I became increasingly unsure of why exactly I was leaving. Though I told those around me that
"I'm going to have my jewellery made, and get some much needed R&R" This feeling developed that I didn't really have any idea of why I was ACTUALLY going. I can only guess that it is meant to be, and through surrendering to the Universe at large, I will be provided with my purpose. 

A new comprehension had arisen in me as my embarkation loomed. Amidst the chaos of packing up my life, saying good-byes to friends, and working my butt off to get here, I inevitably had a meltdown. I'd kept myself so incredibly busy those past few months that I hadn't truly allowed a moment for my heart to integrate and process. It all felt like a water main violently bursting open with the explosive force of the element having been under long, compounded pressure. 

This is definitely part of why I am here. Perhaps not the whole reason, but a fraction for sure. 

To allow my Heart, Body, Mind & Spirit to process and integrate the catalytic events of this past year. To embrace all emotions that come forth, love them for all that they are, and release them back into the Earth.

My last day in Vancouver...

I am still in total awe of a breath taking mystical instant. The Universe never ceases to amaze me! 

My Mama and I had headed to YVR to visit my cousin during her layover enroute to Calgary. We were walking up to the domestic arrival luggage carousels when I noticed a girl sitting on a bench who looked quite like a dear friend of mine. My mind immediately flew with that thought.
"I wonder if I'm going to hear from her today? I think i told her I was leaving today? How's she getting along in Calgary? Did she find a job yet? Will she be home today to call?......" Oh my million thoughts a moment mind took that one for a ride.

She looked up, and in her most bird like chirp...

It was her. We took a moment from our family members and stepped outside for a much needed catch up and hug. The odds of such a magically timeless moment are unfathomable. I trust it was meant to be, and am so boundlessly full of gratitude to have had that unexpected embrace with such a dear sister hours before my flight. All I can manage to muster is

"Of course!" and "Thank You!"

It seems as one moves further upwards on this spiral of ascension, the frequency of these seemingly "magical", serendipitous synchronicities exponentially increases. Time starts to feel irrelevant, as if we can create our own measures of it. Or perhaps we are simply remembering the "true essence" of time. 

I had stated many reasons for coming here, and now have concluded that I don't really know why, but I'm quite OK with that.

So I relax into the ever changing soundscapes of this Paradise Lost. Feeling embraced by my precious Ubud.

Oh sweet Ubud, to be held in your tender, sweet scented caress once again. Under the glint of Shiva's moon I surrender to your beauty. Your humid air tickles my skin, as the soft sound of birds and crickets sing me into a serendipitous slumber. I shall dream of you always ♥

Indeed it all comes in to play in perfect motion. As if being part a grand galactic orchestra, I find myself playing the perfect notes in just the right timing.

Blessed New Moon to you all.

"We are to flow with the energy. Release our need to control. " 
Here's a little write up on this New Moon in Pisces from one of my favourite mystics.


1 comment:

  1. Inspiring post - thanks for sharing your adventures!